Vanessa as Blondie
something i’ve always given into…maybe its my need to satisfy others even when i don’t feel comfortable..i don’t know.
As i type this i’m being pressured to do something i really don’t want to do.Its gonna waste time and money and most importantly my energy…
I’M SO FUCKING PISSED.
Telling me that i’m gonna regret my decision…well see if i care,i don’t give two fucks.
Its my body imma do what i wanna do with it…even pulling the ‘friendship card’ on me.
real friends don’t force their friends to do things they don’t want…Its so not fair..what about what i want to do or not do?
SO FUCKING SELFISH.
- mirror: fat face, flabby arms, fat chest, bloated stomach, huge thighs, cookie dough legs. just, fat. everywhere. fat fat fat fat.
How I used to be:
I PASSED EVERYTHING!!
i feel so old now…Second year of college :S